i got the hurt more

I saw her glimpses,
but it has holded my heart
at the time, i didn't have anything making me interest
she's prisoned me, ooo god. help me!
i have to spend my self out

becoming control engineering with strong math basic

We know that foreign engineering has strong basic in math, physic and professional in their sphere.

There nothing short way to overtake them, do what they have done.
good basic in foundation and fight as you can do.

this noon, I have borrowed three books supporting my sphere, they are modern control theories, numerical computation and calculus with geometry analyses.
good luck guys, have nice persuiting your dream

jogja-jakarta 15-16 April

reading novel in train,
a cup copy in Jatinegara station
take abath in Pasar Klender,

sight seeing while listening dangdut,
"malam ini, malam terakhir bagi kita..." :)
and other hits songs

now, i am waiting for work time so that i am going to sensorindo office.
good luck

feri, warnet on Pasar Klender, 7:48, 16 April 2009

God, I feel so alive

Since yesterday, I have got news about hers. I really feel so alive. but I couldn't get hers profile. I hoped by knowing her from blog, friendster profile I could know much hers hobbies, birt date, habit and everything. I will do something for her. It ok, am i supposed to surrender with this condition. God, i like her but I don't have any braveness at all. Honey, If You read this writing. I like you so much.

get fall in love more
something making me crazy much
she is my angels. the invisible and opaque angels. just hers smile.
this may change. I don't know. we don't have nothing data at all.

In progress

in progress on KAUST scholarship. there was email notifying about TOEFL legalized. I don't know they are supposed to be professional. don't they give assurance about the test. We have paid guy! we can sue ours.

I hope Allah will guide me to best place, best environment.

it stagger me

I have already opened my mail address. there was email sent to me notifying that i have been accepted in University Teknologi Petronas.

honestly, i am seting up. i have sent email confirmation that i will go there and consider untill july 2009. it is important thing because i am facing other bigger targets. let me struggel harder.
God, give me your bless and clue.

i feel so alive but set up as well. come on!!!

i have done

i have already passed the second stage in this scholarship. I will learn how to think propostionally. Of course, my task just prepare my self well. the result is not my bussiness. Now, I just can pray and next my target.
if there is no hampering, i will meet great Professor this noon. i will ask his recommendation.

Now, i will make other application. goodluck.