one step already passed shows something great

There was great achievement which i already got. I feel so alive, it is my old dream. look i can do it. This target has been commitment since four year ago, personal problem always makes it failure in half way. today, i could pass the mental block. it is great body, i have mastered in this skill. the next target is master in programming and algorithm.

the missing stair

you will fell hard burden when you try to reach or accelerate your ability. The missing stair is step which you pass when you try to reach your dream or destination fast. why? evolve your strategy well, decide every step before you leave so far. Nothing way to evict it, you have to back and improve it carefully. trust me!! what am i supposed to do now? I am getting that probelm as well......

reaware where my position now is

1 december 2008, 22:17 pm. warnet close to campus...
I have already come from my senior high school class mate. He told that on 28 December he is going to get married.. thank god. Give your bless for them, delightful family.

we also talked over about future and impending dream. Rigth, I knew that I am in low position of living circle. I also told him that almost people, whether they are now succes or not yet, will get certain weight burden. What diffirence one to another? I guess, burden distribution. just that.

I reaware where my position is. I have made strong strategy and just pray the luckyness will come to my side. All choice definetly has consequences which has to paid.

Face the future with believeness, all will be better.