Kamis, 22 Januari 2009

God, I feel so alive

Since yesterday, I have got news about hers. I really feel so alive. but I couldn't get hers profile. I hoped by knowing her from blog, friendster profile I could know much hers hobbies, birt date, habit and everything. I will do something for her. It ok, am i supposed to surrender with this condition. God, i like her but I don't have any braveness at all. Honey, If You read this writing. I like you so much.

get fall in love more
something making me crazy much
she is my angels. the invisible and opaque angels. just hers smile.
this may change. I don't know. we don't have nothing data at all.

In progress

in progress on KAUST scholarship. there was email notifying about TOEFL legalized. I don't know they are supposed to be professional. don't they give assurance about the test. We have paid guy! we can sue ours.

I hope Allah will guide me to best place, best environment.

Sabtu, 10 Januari 2009

it stagger me

I have already opened my mail address. there was email sent to me notifying that i have been accepted in University Teknologi Petronas.

honestly, i am seting up. i have sent email confirmation that i will go there and consider untill july 2009. it is important thing because i am facing other bigger targets. let me struggel harder.
God, give me your bless and clue.

i feel so alive but set up as well. come on!!!

Kamis, 08 Januari 2009

i have done

i have already passed the second stage in this scholarship. I will learn how to think propostionally. Of course, my task just prepare my self well. the result is not my bussiness. Now, I just can pray and next my target.
if there is no hampering, i will meet great Professor this noon. i will ask his recommendation.

Now, i will make other application. goodluck.

Senin, 05 Januari 2009

i could pas first stage

it is so hard. i was nervous. I couldn't spent out my best ability. But Allah gave me his bless. I could pass. Next Friday on 08.00, i will be interviewed more. note! my task is just prepare maximally, the result is privilege of Allah. have nice striving your dream. never surrender guy, all just in timing problem.